Midnight Musings: A Reflection of 2018
What a year it has been! I felt like this was probably one of the hardest years that I've been through so far, that emotional rollercoaster in 2013 and even when I was in my early teens are NOTHING. Mostly because I've tried to handle my problems as independently as I could, I didn't really want to tell people about my problems but then I found myself being too overwhelmed. Point is: it's okay to ask for help. Basically, that sort of stuff.. I've more or less taken my own matters into my own hands and I suppose that's one of the hardest things to do when you don't actually know how life works. You think you know, but you don't know ANYTHING. I've struggled with my mental and physical health a lot this year, honestly, I'd say a lot more than last year, and at that time, I didn't think it could get any worse. Of course, I was very wrong, and I think I hit one of my lowest points so far (relative to myself of course), both m